Friday, March 18, 2011

- Don't trust anyone easily, Anyone could be the one who hurt you badly.

I knew everyone was judging me, Well, almost all of them does.
I know what they talk about me behind my back.
I know all those lies behind that smiley face.
I know all those compliment were just some sweet words.

I actually, am not that stupid. I knew everything all along.
But when I heard that it was all true, I'm still a little shocked.
Before I knew the truth, I always hoped it was just something I've thought of too much,
There's not really anything like this exist.

But someone proof me right, I don't know, Should I be happy?
Cause I don't feel quite comfortable after knowing the truth.
Maybe sometimes, lies are better than truth after all.
Since, It hurts. I don't know what to do.
And do not intend to do anything, Forget it.
Cause' I'm not gonna let anyone affect me anymore.

-Xii.

8:15 PM

femme

I'm Xii / Yuu / Aoi. Working as a clerk in some wood factory, Not quite the type that likes sweets. I've changed a lot in these past few months, I'm just not the same anymore. In thoughts, I think I got a little matured. Well, That's all, I guess.

Loved

Job.
Families & Friends.
Internet.
Sky & Sea.
Music, Drawing..

Wishes.

To open my own cafe someday.
That I could do my job better.
That I could repay my parents somehow.
Get someone who really means to be with me.
To live without a mask on my face everyday.

Hate.

Cockroaches.
Sweets.
Backstabber, Hater, Faker.
Lying, But I still do it.
To be alone..

CBOX?

No, Not now. Maybe later.

Music.

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